urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautox_solvent beautox_solvent beautox_solvent 2009-12-15T05:07:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautox_solvent:7967 2009-12-15T05:07:23Z 2009-12-15T05:07:23Z you always smell good.<br /><br />you look like a mogwai when you smile, and when I was a kid I always wanted one.<br /><br />you get mad when other people get passive.<br /><br />you are a couple inches taller than me.<br /><br />you have special moles.<br /><br />you shelled out a hundred bucks for my birthday and cooked for me, even after I asked you not to.<br /><br />your hair is thick, curly and dark.<br /><br />you kiss me like you don't want to kiss anyone else.<br /><br />you like to watch kids' movies with me now and again.<br /><br />you can see the dark side of life, as well as the light and you don't shy away from either.<br /><br />you held me that night I couldn't stop crying.<br /><br />you made me work for you.<br /><br />you think I look like a kitty.<br /><br />you notice when I'm sad as well as happy.<br /><br />you called me to let me know you got home alright.<br /><br />you read my stories even if you don't like horror.<br /><br />you let me read to you.<br /><br />you make me wish I had known you when I was little.<br /><br />your hair always smells clean and wonderful.<br /><br />you have put up with my insanity for over a year, and you still love me.<br /><br />you are the one, and I don't ever want to be with anyone but you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautox_solvent:7796 2009-07-25T05:29:28Z 2009-07-25T05:29:28Z I&nbsp;haven't written in this for so long, it feels weird to do it now. <br /><br />All my life, I don't think I ever really loved anyone. I've said it, many times, sometimes to manipulate, sometimes out of obligation, sometimes just because I felt like I had to do it. But I never really grasped the significance of it, until I met Heather. She was literally everything I had ever dreamt about, and the first time I kissed her I felt like no kiss before or after could ever top it. Foolishly, I still do, but with each day that we're not together I lose faith that we ever will be together. <br /><br />Love isn't worth it. Whoever said 'tis better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all' should be drug out into the street and shot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautox_solvent:7604 2009-05-08T21:56:20Z 2009-05-08T21:56:20Z I have decided that the time has come to give up sex. It causes way too many problems, and I don't have time for more of those. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautox_solvent:6011 2008-12-01T03:56:36Z 2008-12-01T04:00:14Z <strong><em><span style="color: #ff0000"><span style="font-size: x-large">Friends Only.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></em></strong><div style="text-align: right"><strong><em><span style="color: #ff0000"><span style="font-size: x-large"><span style="color: #3366ff">Comment to Add.<img alt="" src="http://modblackmoon.narod.ru/wallp/Abstract-012007-1a.jpg" /></span></span></span></em></strong></div>